Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in rockmehrd1morx's LiveJournal:

Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
10:21 pm	damn I have come to realize how many people really despise school... and i personally dont like it either, but i go to see all my friends and to enjoy a nice lunch with everyone and enjoy my favorite classes, and oh do that thing called learning... but what sucks is that most of my friends are leaving for college, and all we have is summer... what also sucks, is that most of my closest friends arent even close anymore, or they're different. i know people change in highschool, but some people are just rediculously, like stupidly different... and that sucks... how to deal?...please tell me... Current Mood: annoyed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
3:52 pm	ooo la la hellooo... "today was good...then i got up" not really. today was actually amazing. i wrote an awesome paper for tcap which sounds gay, but i was quite proud. i finally decided on a picture of myself for a self-portrait in art... its a lovely picture of my nose. anyhoo, going on a field trip for art again. it'll be fun to see my art, as well as other centennial high school AP art students, and also see pointalism and some other cool stuff in the museum. yep so, i also played guitar for a little while and i went to wendy's with some friends.. yeeea, so that was my ecstatic day. i have to get ready for work now... buh bye Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
6:56 pm	shiiiiit got in a wreck last weekend after the franklin vs. centennial game... which we got our asses kicked, yet again. i have about $2,000 dollars worth of damage to my car, and it totally sucks becuase i wanted to restore it and thats just another penny i gotta save up to fix. prom is coming up and i got an amazing dress. problem is, i have no date! i'll prolly just go by myself. anyway, i have to go file a police report for the hit and run on my car. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
4:17 pm	i miss him from here until forever from now until enternity distance is only temporary &logic will break your heart (Comment on this)
Monday, December 13th, 2004
8:42 pm	Party Hardly This weekend was honestly bad... got dumped, didnt recieve a birthday present, made me feel like crap, worked,$20 for xmas presents for friends got stolen, but on a lighter note, i got a badass present from lindsey for christmas and i made a new friend! so i guess it wasnt a total waste... but the whole getting dumped part blows. Jac- damn that blows, "meredith dont say blows, it doesnt blow" meredith- ya know dad your right, it sucks.... haha... woooo.... alright, well im out PEACE Current Mood: ecstatic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 25th, 2004
7:55 pm	what are friends for... hollahollaholla...lol colleen's the best at it. chapelle show chapelle show! ahhh fall/winter, the shittiest time of year. time to freeze your ass off while putting up lights and decorations of all sorts, as well as go into bankrupsy for blowing money on presents for everyone. oh yea... and then theres my birthday, which is in 5 days... no party, no big surprises... just sitting on my ass as i become another year older... eh, tis the season... well today deffinately sucked. i was supposed to hang out with jacqueline, then again i was supposed to hang out with her yesterday as well... but didnt. but hey, what are friends for? yea so thanksgiving, went to my aunts for tamales and enchiladas, mexican thanksgiving... and then i came home and watched a stupid air force movie. as for tomorrow, work BLACK FRIDAY... 8 hour shift, and then going to an awesome show at the merc. come and join the party! but anyhoo, enough of my sob story, im gonna go finish painting my car canavas.. holla back Current Mood: crappy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
8:51 pm	yay... Hey all... today was ANDY'S BDAY!!! i hope you enjoyed your muffin i brought you andy! too bad i didnt have a candle, but at least i tried. well, today was cool, i pulled a muscle or somthing in my leg and now i have to stretch it like every 30 minutes and massage it, i like the massage part, but stretching it is a bitch... oh man i had the best lunch ever today, it was spaghetti with meatsauce and ketchup and a bread stick, 2 bottles of water and for dessert, a tasty piece of chocolate pie! i've decided, when i grow up, i want to be A. an assistant to someone famous B. a florist C. an olymipic swimmer D. a kickass soccer mom E. a fashion designer F. own my own jewelry store G. an interior designer H. a business woman with beepers and cell phones and palm pilots in her back pocket I. a rock star J. a mechanic K. a nascar driver, or L. all of the above... yea, so i've narrowed it down to those decisions... but anyway, tomorrow's sposed to be cool, i guess... im going shopping with cade and a bunch of his friends... so what do girls do when they're with a group of people they dont know? i guess since im kinda shy ill just stand around and smile politely... hell if i know... andyways... time for bed... byee yall! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
9:01 pm	who cares today was pretty fun... no school, and a lotta chillin. i went to see a dermatologist which was incredibly fun... i feel like the ultimate bitch though. we had a project thats due tomorrow for ecology and i let my partner do all of the work becuase im a lazy bitch who doesnt know how to communicate. but besides being a bitch and having an awesome week, nothing very riviting is goin on. work fri. and sat. and halloween on sun. if you want to make an impact on my week, please call. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
6:16 pm	Chillin Today was pretty cool... kinda a blah day... I finished my car series in art which rocks, i have two buicks, and a broken down car with kind of a ghetto background, and also an old kinda car with a surfboard in it in front of the ocean, its really pretty cool... i'm starting to work on phoenician people, like i'm painting their faces, or their everyday life style, like right now im doing a woman in a creek washing clothes, and theres all these pretty colorful clothes lying on rocks drying. yeea... other then art, theres nothing all that great goin on... i heard the most racist joke ever the other day, and the sad thing is that i laughed my ass off at it... i'm not racist, but it was pretty damn funny, and i would tell it, but i dont want anyone who may actually read this journal who actually cares, to be offended... anyhoo, i'm gonna hit up target real quick-like.... gotta purchase a lamp for my room since mine is all old and shitty. goodbye, adios, peace out, sienarra, auf wiedersehen, holla back! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Monday, October 18th, 2004
11:45 am	Sickly This week has been crazy... it was fall break and everything was going great until i got sick... so today is Monday, and i'm at home drinking hot chocolate and watching kill bill vol. 1... i saw vol. 2 already and it was pretty amazing, so hopefully the first one will be cool... what a great way to spend a rainy school day... i think i'm gonna go drive around coolsprings or brentwood, or maybe fairview or leipers fork, its really pretty out there... yeeea.... so cya'll later! Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Monday, October 4th, 2004
10:25 pm	great day today was really awesome! i sold a lot of my old clothes to plato's closet and planet x-change, and i got 50 dollars, but i blew half of it on some jeans and a cute fall jacket... anyway, school is good, im strugglin in history... but who isnt... and then im working on a car "series" in art... its a series of old cars that i take out of old magazines and paint them... as for the whole bush/kerry thing, i think i'm for bush... personally, neither of them would make amazing leaders, but if i had to vote for someone i guess it would be bush.. anyway.. i gotta get my stuff together for swim practice... BYEE! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 25th, 2004
10:34 am	this weekend blows I had to work friday, as well as today, and also sunday... all day... that sucks, but at least i'm getting paid. i severely cut my middle finger while making a milk shake for a police officer... so i had to make another milkshake since there was blood in the first one, and then i had to sanitize and wrap my finger really good so i wouldnt get anything in anyone else's food. but besides work, everything is alright... school, homework, work, and sometimes friends... well... about the whole bush/kerry thing... i'm not sure who i would vote for... i know my parents are voting for bush, but i dont know enough about either of them to make a knowledgeable decision... ive seen a lot of bumper stickers like 'flush the johns,' i personally thought that was funny.. or 'plant bush back in texas'... anyway... who would you vote for and why? leave a comment and help me out! THANKS! Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
8:03 pm	damn today i have come to realize how many friends i have lost and gained... it sucks... ive lost more friends then i've gained this year... my friend jacqueline doesnt really hang out with me anymore, we basically arent even friends because i havent seen her for like 2 months and she always wants to be with her other best friend sarah... colleen and i never hang out anymore and she has more fun with her other best friend casey... and then lindsey who's one of my better friends doesnt really hang out with me becuase she has a new friend, kelly. damn... this sucks... everything is falling apart little by little and i just feel kinda alone. i probly sound like a little kid... "she was my friend first!... well she's mine now!" grr.. i know as we grow older we form new relationships with other people, whether theyre stronger or not, but i mean... this kinda all happened at once, and it blows... well.. besides losing most of my friends, today was pretty good. ITS TRAVIS HOLMES BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BDAY TRAVIS! and, anyway school was ok, and now i have to go study for a test tomorrow... if your my friend and you know it... clap your hands... Current Mood: disappointed
Friday, September 17th, 2004
9:51 pm	grrrrrraaaahhhhh!!!! FOR THE RECORD: I'm sorry if i tell you i will call you and then i forget.... that seems to be happening a lot... people bitch me out for not calling them... my bad... if i forget, then pick up the fucking phone and remind me... dont bitch me out later about it... anyway... today is friday and yea, kinda sucks... went to school, came home, sat on my ass, went to the mall, went to my buddy anthony's house, and then came home... gotta work all damn day tomorrow. gah, i just want to be honest right now, this is my journal so i'll say what i want. Exboyfriend- jerk who blamed shit on me and tries to have others feel sorry for him... "its good to get that extra weight off your chest man"--- so i was extra weight? and also, dont put on your live journal how shitty your girlfriend is... YES I DID READ IT... next, DO NOT BITCH AT ME FOR NOT CALLING... leave me a message and i'll get back with you later... damnit... i dont mean to sit here and just straight up bitch, but some guys are overdramatic or just jerks... this isnt directed towards anyone in particular... but honestly guys... dont be jerks after you dump your girlfriend, it just makes things even harder... thats all i have to say... leave a message after the beep... Current Mood: aggravated (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
8:15 pm	mental health day today was great, i skipped school and got my mom a birthday present. i bought her a photo album and in a drawer i found some old baby pictures of her and all of our family and important events, and like mine and my brothers old report cards and baby pictures, and then i got her a cake. it was funny becuase the guy who writes on cakes in the deli didnt know how to write on cakes...lol, and he asked me to do it and i did and it looked amazing... i should write on cakes when i grow up.. i was seriously thinking about becoming a psychologist or a florist or maybe an interior designer or even a fashion designer.. i dunno i got all these ideas and i just wanna do somthing! oh yea, i applied at a pet store today, so thatll be cool maybe... and then i ate like 2 pints of ice cream, and then i studied and chilled.. so my day off was kick ass... so yea anyway, i think im gonna go finish up some homework from last week that i didnt do yet.. peace out Current Mood: artistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 11th, 2004
12:15 pm	awesome this weekend started out amazing.. i went to an awesome football game and hung out with my friends, and then i went to a movie with my friend cade, and we saw Resident Evil 2, which totally rocked, and tonight i'm goin to nashville. so yea, anyway, i'm watching this show about obeseity, and this big black girl who weighs like 300 pounds is saying stuff like, i love the way i look, i love how huge my boobs are, and then she goes "it's hard being a diva, but someone's gotta do it" haha i thought that was funny. but anyhoo, i gotta get ready for work. buh bye Current Mood: amused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 6th, 2004
2:39 pm	Dumped Hey everyone... i guess this is my first entry... so thats cool... nothing really exciting has happened today, i mean my boyfriend dumped me... but i think im gonna live... but anyway, i guess ill be updating every once and a while! thanks for viewing! Current Mood: blah (5 Comments |Comment on this)